Trust me I have been struggling very hard for the last few months to compile the about me section of my blog, my facebook and my twitter accounts.
Every time I have scribed something, I have deleted it – thanks to
“Not so satisfactorily” me.
I never had to struggle so much talking about myself than I have now! Everything seems like a distant figment of imagination! Leaving the pertinent question still very much unanswered and open for contemplation.
WHO AM I? DO I KNOW ME COMPLETELY?
In my odyssey years, I was addicted to participating in personality contests at intercollegiate level.
Often, one common question would be asked:
Describe yourself in one word.
My by-hearted answer used to be pronto :
VERSATILE – Coz I could dance, act, host shows, write good scripts, compile poems and manage eventsTwo days back someone out of the blue asked me the same question:
Describe yourself in one word.
Without re-visiting the memories of yester-years, the answer that I gave was so
direct dilse that it left me surprised to a certain extent.
I said :
REBELLIOUS – Coz I am at war with myself!!It’s strange how age and experience changes one and ones outlook!
I have learnt the most about myself and my chemistry with others only in the last 3 years of my life. These years have been very formative and constructive. They have practically driven me to the brink of a strong metamorphosis. – the changed person I am now.
I owe a lot of
ME to these years.
A few years back I could easily compile an articulate and elaborate description of me– because I thought all those long sentences and fancy adjectives were me! But trust me they weren't.
Now I think there is still a lot of room left to re-explore myself and my depths. To challenge myself, to innovate and to grow!!
And, someday I will know myself well! I will be able to describe myself in the About me section –
just the way I am and just the way I wanted it to be!
